Annika & her Mama

2008-11-13 Pix from Mom's Camera November 2007-2008 157, originally uploaded by jessica_beagan.

It's a challenge with the tubes and wires, but we both rather enjoy it when I can hold Annika. Her breathing rate becomes completely normal, which also helps. I find that I am relaxed and happy, despite the setting. The NICU is exhausting, overstimulating --- too many alarms and noises like an arcade. You can hear the alarms in your head when you're not there. If we can kick it there, we can do it anywhere.